In the beggining.

Besides the imposing force of a cliche title, I believe, that this post and the ones to follow will prove to be anything but. My journey is not a spiritual one for until it has accepted me I refute the spiritual world. My journey on the other hand is a emotional one, which should be received as one that is much more terrifying. Being a spiritual person can and is often associated with the “hippie type” believing in homeopathy, healing crystals, and clairvoyance isn’t far behind when you say “I’m on a spiritual journey”. Now don’t get offended if you are this type of person as we are all entitled to our beliefs and practices. But I am choosing now to group myself away from this. My journey is one of emotion, one of self realization and development, one of deconstructing myself and accepting what a piece of shit I am and then fixing it. This journey involves tools. I do not condone these tools and I do not suggest them or encourage them. If you wish to follow the same practices as mine that is your decision.
*DISCLAIMER*

This blog will be stories about the use of meditation, breathing techniques, and psychedelics for the purpose of bettering myself. If you have a problem with this that is fine. Move on, you don’t have to read this blog. But if your curious what I have learned about myself.
Do stay tuned.